A wave of depression and anxiety has hit hold of me this last week. Not sure where this is coming from. Guess I will just ride the wave and see what happens.
I just don’t feel like “myself”. The self that I am used to seeing. I just seem to not care about anything or maybe not even anyone. One interesting thing though, “I” am realizing that I’m pretending to be somebody. Noticed that I didn’t say that I was pretending to be someone “that I am not”. “I” am just pretending to be ‘someone’. So who is it that is pretending to be? Why does the “I” need to feel like something?